Eep!

I have a date tonight! With a boy who is quite possibly mad!

I met him at the Vic on ANZAC day, and he was either slightly mad, or completely hammered. Hopefully the second option.

Also in further complications:

I had phone sex with an ex last night.

I am possibly developing feelings for my housemate.

I like a boy at work.

Yes, I can't do anything the easy way, that's right.

I'll keep you posted on all of the above.

m

*sigh*

Texted a friend to see if he was having any Friday night festivities, but of course he's at my ex's drinking. *sigh* I got a little twisty pang in my tummy, I don't know if it's from not being included (which of course I wouldn't be) or just the whole ex thing. I don't know, it just sucks right now. Usually I think I am making real progress in getting over it, but there are still moments like this one where it just sucks, and I kind of wish things could just go back to the way they were before.

m

Just an update...

Just so you know, I'm still humming along. Not much urge to blog lately, I guess not much to say. I've been out once or twice. Last weekend I threw up into my housemate's hand. Charm plus! Went out last night, but I wasn't really into it and came home early, after being generally disinterested in the guys there.

I miss the ex, I'm still wondering if I made a mistake breaking up with him. It sucks.

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