Update

Been a bit up and down today, thinking on and off about Gray. I'm not sure how I feel about him, he seems a bit damaged and defensive, and I'm not sure I'm in the right place for a 'fixer-upper'. I am used to being treated a particular way by guys, and 'defensively' isn't part of that.

On the other hand he's got a lot of good qualities. I guess I just have to give it time and see if the good outweighs the bad- I still 'feel' for him, which is why he can hurt me so easily, but I have to be rational sometimes.

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